goooooooood feelings

may 26, 2009 at 7:30 pm i officially own my own apartment. holy moly! i love this place. haley has this place decorated just perfectly and my little added touches work just nicely with it all. the windows are awesome and i cannot wait til a sunny day to really appreciate them! ah. it all feels so good and right. i probably won't want to move out of this place..damnit. i don't know much about fung-shway (sp?) BUT i definitely feel like everything is set up right. you walk in, theres the kitchen staring at you, off to the right is a booth with a window right by it. then there is the bathroom kiddy corner or whatever to that. and then this almight room contains the computer, the tv, the wonderful and most comfortable bed i have ever laid in, a chair, and another wicker chair or something. along with various other things throughout this room as well. it is SO freaking homey! gosh darnit. i am in love or something. pretty excited for my first night sleep in here..but i must go. AH!!fdsjakfl;is okay. i wish i could scream. but i told them i would be a quiet tenant. so i should be. FJSKLFsivlasfvsimvsaovs okay. done. bye!

ebay

please ebay. i really want this accordion. people need to stop bidding higher than me. okay...fingers crossed.

books and beer

no more school. so right now i am inbetween with iowa city and my hometown of cascade, ia. i wish it was saturday so i could move into ic already!dang. okay so i have had a pretty happening nightlife the past 3 nights, but during the day ive just been sleeping and reading the brothers karamazov. i guess it's okay, but i decided to not go out tonight so i actually want to do something more tomorrow.dang! i shouldn't beat myself up about all these lost braincells in such a short period of time, i guess it happens, and it sure is nice to catch up with these people. sort of takes precedent i assume. i need a bigger ipod though. either that or i hate steve for giving me so much music. damnit! i should just do a revamp of it and keep what i currently listen to, up-to-date. and then i don't have to buy a new one. so it is settled then? yes. i don't know if anybody has noticed but i really like to ask questions to myself and then answer them. i do it a lot. conor oberst never ceases to amaze me. it's nostalgic and almost makes me want to cry how i practically stopped listening to the guy for all of 2nd semester, and then he comes out with a new album. and everything comes back, and then he gets more points from me. simply amazing.

i love documenting my life on random pieces of paper on my desk

i called my mom today, not just because well, she is my mom and i do love her. and not only to get some business figured out with something but...to wish her a happy holiday. happy 420 i say to big anne. and then she's all confused and i tell her it's marijuana day. and she says "what kind of marijuana? i mean, what happened with marijuana on 4/20?" then i explain it's just a random pot smoking day, no real reason..(i think?)..and she says "oh ok. gosh, never heard of that. must have been after my time."

waterwaterwater

80/35, summerfest, minneapolis, pennsylvania. those are the 4 things that will definitely assist in depleting my bank account this summer. dang.
i just ate too much food. boo for feeling like a major fatty.
i love my dress!

indifference?

money is really stupid. and yet it can take me so many places.. i have a feeling i will be spending a buttload of money this week for the mission creek fest but..tis all worth it in the end. so stoked. beyond you're wildest imagination. only if your imaginings can get pretty wild..

ooOOo

i feel like all i've accomplished today is reading 100 pages of the brothers karamazov. such a good book, i don't regret it. it's so weird how time goes by so fast, yet when you're doing the activity it seems to go by slower you know? the faster you're going (maybe this also applies to mind and such, not just the physical movement) so the faster the mind moves, the slower time seems to pass by..but the faster time is actually passing by. because you're more in it. for instance, when you are having a really good time you savor pretty much everything because, quite frankly, you are loving life. and you feel like you're chasing time or something. maybe it's the less you're mind is at rest, the slower time feels to be going (and it is going "slow") but the more active the mind...the faster time goes, but it doesn't feel this way and what you're doing all just felt like one big moment without time actually passing by. and then you look at the clock and you're like holy crap! this has happened to me on countless occasions. i don't know if that made sense, but it did to me.