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i feel like all i've accomplished today is reading 100 pages of the brothers karamazov. such a good book, i don't regret it. it's so weird how time goes by so fast, yet when you're doing the activity it seems to go by slower you know? the faster you're going (maybe this also applies to mind and such, not just the physical movement) so the faster the mind moves, the slower time seems to pass by..but the faster time is actually passing by. because you're more in it. for instance, when you are having a really good time you savor pretty much everything because, quite frankly, you are loving life. and you feel like you're chasing time or something. maybe it's the less you're mind is at rest, the slower time feels to be going (and it is going "slow") but the more active the mind...the faster time goes, but it doesn't feel this way and what you're doing all just felt like one big moment without time actually passing by. and then you look at the clock and you're like holy crap! this has happened to me on countless occasions. i don't know if that made sense, but it did to me.