i am sitting in my bed. i think every single light is off in my house. coooool. i have my door closed, i really hope it doesn't get cold in here. i hate having the door open because when i was little and i use to have my door open for a crack, i would wake up and see ice/ghostly figures of my mom and every time i blinked she got closer..and closer..and closer. i saw other various figures too that were pretty freaking realistic. i hallucinated a lot when i was younger actually. not fun when you're that little.
i went to betty jane candies today in the mall. everytime i go there i just get 1 or 2 chocolates, all i really need is a little bit. anyhow..so the lady was all making a fuss over how i was getting dark chocolate and i guess it was sugar free and low sodium or something. making sure i knew what i was getting myself into. are you a diabetic?! no...i've had this before, i know what it is. can't i be healthy? geez i know like 60% of the population is overweight..i am not. as you can see? so this really bugged me because i did the same thing about 2 months ago. the same lady was all having a heart attack over me picking some really healthy chocolate. dang.
you know what i hate? on facebook-like 90% of wall posts are people telling somebody how much they miss her/him. oh my god cristin we need to hang out. what the fuck. i need to see your face. it's been so long. people really need to stop all this deliberating over hanging out and seeing eachother, it bugs me. don't make me feel like a bad person because i can't see you everytime you want me to. thanks.
ok ok. i have to volunteer for flood relief tomorrow. gotta get my ass up at 6 am. that's from office space. jaja. it's actually true though. i will be awaking at 6 am.
why are my hands always cold? i feel like i never have circulation in my hands. are my hands dying?
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